tired but here
July 9, 2000, 01:53 AM by
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Whew, here I am, ready for a night to hazily remember later. I'm behind on all my roleplay stuff and kinda dread catching up. Thing is, I keep trying to be all things to all people, simply because I don't know which way I want to go yet. I'm going to have to choose sooner or later so I don't drive myself absolutely frenzied over a silly website. I mean, yeah, it's great, I have wonderful friends there whom I'm missing deeply... but if I fall off the face of the roleplay earth but keep my friends, I'm a happy chica. Definitely beats keeping up the RP but losing pals, for sure.
I watched "Akira" today, which is supposed to be a landmark anime film. I don't get it. I'm Miss Psychic Dimension Theory to some (Campus Crusade types; I think I annoyed them with my quantum hypothoses), but this flick is over my head. Would have helped if I'd had my mind on the TV and not somewhere in Tahiti, but that's me for ya. Interestingly, it's getting harder to concentrate for an extended period of time, and I think it correlates to my absence from my much-adored roleplay and writing. Therefore I've downed God only know how many Mello Yellows in effort to stay awake tonight and play on the Internet. My eyelids want to collapse, but tough noogies, I'm staying up and that's that. Nyah. *g*
I'm trying to whip my main website into some semblance of order but I'm not sure how well I'm doing with it. When it's done I'll link to my diary from there, and you diary-reading types will get a link to my site proper to poke around and generally enjoy yourselves. At the same time, I'm creating a mini version of my website for my relatives. Here's the deal: I've given my website URL out to my extended family, but it's a redirect URL. Therefore I'm creating a website for the redirect to show to my relatives while keeping my main site away from the kinfolk. They don't need to read my diary! Perish the thought. Perhaps I should take up one project and then the other instead of working on both simultaneously, but they're interrelated. Hm. I'll get something figured out, you'll see.
I. Am. Sooooooo. Tired. I may actually hold my eyelids up with my fingertips and type one-handed if this keeps up. But I'm getting sick of being away from my friends online, and this -- getting onto the Net -- would be the cure what for ails me, if I can stay awake long enough. Peh-heh, hiss spit yowl and don't fall asleep.
Where's more Mello Yellow?
Whew, here I am, ready for a night to hazily remember later. I'm behind on all my roleplay stuff and kinda dread catching up. Thing is, I keep trying to be all things to all people, simply because I don't know which way I want to go yet. I'm going to have to choose sooner or later so I don't drive myself absolutely frenzied over a silly website. I mean, yeah, it's great, I have wonderful friends there whom I'm missing deeply... but if I fall off the face of the roleplay earth but keep my friends, I'm a happy chica. Definitely beats keeping up the RP but losing pals, for sure.
I watched "Akira" today, which is supposed to be a landmark anime film. I don't get it. I'm Miss Psychic Dimension Theory to some (Campus Crusade types; I think I annoyed them with my quantum hypothoses), but this flick is over my head. Would have helped if I'd had my mind on the TV and not somewhere in Tahiti, but that's me for ya. Interestingly, it's getting harder to concentrate for an extended period of time, and I think it correlates to my absence from my much-adored roleplay and writing. Therefore I've downed God only know how many Mello Yellows in effort to stay awake tonight and play on the Internet. My eyelids want to collapse, but tough noogies, I'm staying up and that's that. Nyah. *g*
I'm trying to whip my main website into some semblance of order but I'm not sure how well I'm doing with it. When it's done I'll link to my diary from there, and you diary-reading types will get a link to my site proper to poke around and generally enjoy yourselves. At the same time, I'm creating a mini version of my website for my relatives. Here's the deal: I've given my website URL out to my extended family, but it's a redirect URL. Therefore I'm creating a website for the redirect to show to my relatives while keeping my main site away from the kinfolk. They don't need to read my diary! Perish the thought. Perhaps I should take up one project and then the other instead of working on both simultaneously, but they're interrelated. Hm. I'll get something figured out, you'll see.
I. Am. Sooooooo. Tired. I may actually hold my eyelids up with my fingertips and type one-handed if this keeps up. But I'm getting sick of being away from my friends online, and this -- getting onto the Net -- would be the cure what for ails me, if I can stay awake long enough. Peh-heh, hiss spit yowl and don't fall asleep.
Where's more Mello Yellow?
