buying happiness
July 24, 2008, 07:33 AM by
I have been trying to buy happiness on eBay. It's not in any item description, so you have to look for things you think will make you happy. It's hard to be right about this. I don't think I was, but I also didn't realise that my bids were a search for happiness. It's hard to find what you're really looking for when you don't even know that you're looking. I have not overrun my predetermined budget, and I think the items I won were worth their prices, but I need to not do that again. The problems that trouble me will not be fixed by consuming idle entertainments, however well-made or budget-priced. Maybe other problems can be so solved, but for me that route leads only to temporary escape and a loop back to the very problems I wanted to avoid. Also, WTF is up with every single SNES RPG costing beaucoup bucks? It's crazy. I've actually turned to digging up NES RPGs instead, just because I can actually afford the little grey blighters. (Crystalis is win. Its Game Boy Colour port, not so much.) Maybe I am too poor (or cheap) to buy happiness. I guess that means I find or build it, instead.


